THE GREAT WHITE SHARK CAME TEARING THROUGH MY HOUSE!

There was no place, to hide. The Wind was howling that day with a ferocity, unlike anything I'd ever known before. The tidal waves were enormous, as they repeatedly slammed into my house.

Terrified, I felt my heart pounding. Trembling and shaking with fear, I sought refuge in the back bedroom of my house..

His huge gray fin, cut swiftly through the gigantic shimmering emerald waves. The water rose up behind his great white muscled body. He shot like a torpedo through the icy cold water. He was coming for me!

All the terrifying stories, I'd heard about this Great White death, filled my mind with terror. I did not want to go out this way. Please God, I did not want to be devoured..

I knew he was coming. . There was nothing I could do to stop him. I wept in despair. All I could do was surrender.

I heard my house groan, as the wooden frame of my house ripped away. His enormous teeth was ripping and tearing through my house.

All my lofty dreams and plans fell by the wayside, as he tore my house asunder.

He was determined to get to me. I saw that great snout, those steely black eyes racing through my hallway..

He was here! With his wide agape mouth, he was heading straight for me!

April 7, 2085

My life passed in front of me. I awoke from the vision, startled. I thought about the meaning of the great white shark and I knew something big was coming.

I knew this was happening because of Mattie I thought back to how it all began..Mattie was on maternity leave and Wilma, our daycare director, at Penny Lane had promoted me to head teacher. She asked me to take over Mattie's position while she was giving birth to her new baby..

Wilma felt I had the skills to assist in managing the daycare. I had worked with the young children for 3 years now. It was a wonderful experience working with young toddlers and preschoolers. I was presently supervising a group of 5 year old highly energetic children. There were 16 children in my group. This was a great age to work with. They loved to learn, to write their letters,  sing and dance. Some of the children had been with me, since they were 2 years old.. 

They were a delightful group. Many of them came from different countries. They loved to learn and of course, I enjoyed teaching and supervising children from all over the world. I was amazed how quickly, young children could pick up a second language. They were not limited in their ability to communicate. They adapted quickly, after they formed an attachment to me. It was not easy coming to a foreign country, and being thrust into a new environment. Often times their parents were students at Indiana University. It was a radical change for their families.

Bloomington was a wonderful college town to work in. It was a wonderful mix of cultures, and I developed great rapport with the children and their families.

We had a wonderful group of daycare teachers. I felt pleased with my career choice! I also had free daycare for my young son Dylan, whenever his school was out for holidays or vacation.

Mattie gave birth to a beautiful little girl, named Amy. Amy was her second child. An older son, Paul was already enrolled in the day care.

Mattie came back to work about 6 months later. She was not happy, to hear the news that I was to continue in my role as a head daycare teacher

My director informed me, she was pleased with my organizational skills, and wanted me to remain in my present position. Mattie was also given back her position..We were to work together as co-head teachers.. Mattie was also our licensed kindergarten teacher. She taught the five year olds.

One day, Mattie began to yell at me over some trivial matter...It took me by surprise.

I was surprised by her hostility and anger. I chose not to defend myself, but I did feel anger at her increasing attacks. She seemed determined to undermine me in front of my co-workers..

There was a teacher that worked with us. Her name was Amy. She had long red hair and she very slender.There was something about her that was different from the others. I really began to take note of her demeanor. She was  very gentle and humble in her interactions with others. I felt drawn to talk to her one day.

She was a music teacher, and had taught music in one of the public schools. She was presently working at her daycare. Amy and I became friends. One day  we had a conversation about God.  I told her about my catholic upbringing. I told her I felt angry at God, because of the terrible events that had transpired  when I was a teenager.

 I told Amy I would really like to actually experience God, because i wasn't sure about him. because I had never felt him around even when I had attended church for 18 years.  I told I had prayed fervently for help as a teenager. My father had been an alcoholic for years, and there was a great deal of chaos in our family.

 We had a series of tragedies which occurred when I was a teen.Amy suggested that I pray with her. I had not prayed in many years, so I thought it wouldn't hurt to try and pray again. We got down on our knees and she and I prayed for understanding.

 Shortly afterwards I attended a psychic event in February with my good friend Jan.This would be one of those synchronized events, that was to change my life in a huge way.

There was a speaker, that was giving a speech about a strange book called the "Course in Miracles"  Jan and I were both amazed when she described  the ACIM. 

She spoke about healing our special relationships in the world and how to unlearn the dynamics of the egos thought system. She also spoke about having revelatory experiences with God, while practicing the lessons.

 I was intrigued. The course taught that "we could even heal ourselves, from our illnesses,  by forgiving others. She went on speaking, about this amazing book, I raised my hand, and I asked her "who is this author"? 

 She told me, the book was channeled from Jesus. I then felt compelled to buy this book.  

I went home and I began studying the text.

I only knew I was sick, of being sick, and I wanted to get well. I had multiple health problems, kidney, and urinary infections, allergies, hypertension, etc.. I had a night, where I called out to God, weeping that if He was real, I wanted to get well or to please take me out of this world. I'd had enough pain.

This book seemed to be an answer to my prayers. .

As i continued to read, the teachings of Jesus. Something that immediately caught my eye, was that He stated that, "anger and judgment is the cause of our illnesses. and that we didn't have to learn through pain.

 "Those who are sick, need love They cannot forgive themselves or their brothers"! Sickness was also a result of thinking of yourself as a victim or getting angry or irritated with another person.

He stated, "that anger is never justified"! We are to forgive ourselves and others immediately that  "anger is a call for love". The opposite of love is fear, and fear is a call for help."

These words resonated in my mind.. I thought about these words as I traveled to work. This day, was to be one of the greatest days of my life..

The relationships at work were now tense, except with the children..There had been a shift in the attitudes of the people I worked with..some of them very avoiding me. They had felt the tensions between Mattie and me. They felt I needed to talk to the director about it and get it resolved. They felt I needed to confront Mattie about her behavior.

I wasn't sure what to do, to ease the tensions. I was thinking of quitting that very day..While I was thinking that particular thought, a miracle occurred. My children were all gathered in a circle with me on the floor. They were little miracles of joy.  They were smiling and happy and I looked at  each one of them. 

Suddenly, one of my children, 5 year old Justin, was holding a piece of paper in his hand. He playfully spoke up, and said, " this note, says, we love our teacher, very very much". Each child immediately beamed big smiles at me, and said, I love you! I was so touched by this incredible miracle of love.. I decided to stay.

After I got off work, I was driving home in my shiny red car. I began to think of the situation, and how to improve the working situation.. I was thinking of the vision the night before about the Great White Shark.. I knew this was a powerful symbolic dream.. I thought about Mattie and the thought came to me, " I think, I'll get her flowers without her knowing it was from me"

When I finished thinking this thought, thats when the Great  Experience came to me..

 Immediately I was struck with the most ecstatic experience of my entire life. Every cell of my body, radiated this extraordinary Energy of Love, I was in total Bliss and Ecstasy

This was a Direct  Experience from God! This was real!

No earthly pleasurable experience can even compare to what you will experience, when you are joined with God in such glorious rapture.

I know now that some day, each and everyone who walks the Earth, will experience this total Bliss! You were created for this Love.THESE WERE THE WORDS I HEARD FROM GOD.

REMEMBER Who YOU ARE! YOU WERE CREATED TO CREATE THAT WHICH IS BEAUTIFUL AND YOU ARE ALWAYS LOVED

I have never known such, a radiance of Love and Joy in all my earthly life..There was an outpouring of telepathy between God and me.

This God knowledge was pouring through me.

I knew, now, why my life had been so extreme..This was why I was created.

God was not a God of fear, but only of Love..He let me know, that I was wonderful, and so was everyone else that walked this earth. He wanted me to extend only Love This experience continued all night long..

 When dawn came, I felt such a loss, after having been in that radiance and Love all night long

I then realized that God was the Great White Shark that had come to me in my Vision. He was now going to help me face all my fears. I agreed to do my part, and to help all the people that were sent to me.

 It would not be an easy path, but I would not be alone. I had a GREAT Helper with me now. 

I did talk to Wilma, our director at Penny Lane. She decided to take Mattie and I out to lunch, to work out our differences. Wilma faced both of us at lunch and she said, "she was sorry, she felt it was her fault, that Mattie had gotten upset.

She said, I was coming to Donna too much, and not to Mattie. Mattie began to cry, and said "yes, this was true"..She felt rejected, hurt and jealous.

I saw Mattie now in a different light, and I understood. Our relationship was healed, and Mattie was so excited, because someone anonymous had sent her a beautiful bouquet of flowers to Penny Lane.. I just smiled.

One day, Mattie brought her little baby over to me to hold in my arms. I held the precious child and I marveled.

This was just the beginning of my new adventures!

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